(Weee~)
Wow, how many donkey days haven I been blogging? 3 long long days, well because I hadn't had the mood to blog due to the flu.
I can't say I've recovered fully, probaby around 70%? Because currently still having a slight cough and running nose. And the worse is, all my medicine ran out 2 days ago except for cough syrup which is left with a last serving.
But hey, like what my friend told me, the cross have 2 sides to it. One side is salvation and the other is healing! Our God is a God of healing! So fear not because I know my Lord will heal me when the time is right! Prayer and prayer is the only thing I should be doing.
There is this line that has been ringing in my head for quite sometime and I feel I should probably pen it down, so here goes:
"Live what you preach."
I realise that I haven been doing that. I mean during this period of time when I was sick, I realise that it was a test from God to me, to test my level of faith. And yes indeed, how little it was, my faith. It wobble the moment something came and knock against it.
Due to weariness from the illness, I did not pray as much, forget to give grace, too tired to think of my Lord. I knew it wasn't right, but at that point of time, my mentality was "I'm too tired to care". I missed out cellgroup, service, prayer meeting all within one week (although I went for make-up cg but still no fellowship.)
My point here is, that indeed every circumstances in our life is created by God in order to test us for our faith and our love for him. Therefore I thank my Lord in this circumstance that made me realise how far apart I made myself to be from the Lord.
Distance between you and Him is decided by you, He would always be right beside you, but it depends on whether you'll allow Him to. Just like the Holy Spirit knocking on our doors, waiting for us to open it...
Well, although I'm sick for like 5 days which I'm unable to eat properly, sleep properly, work properly...
But hey!..
God save my day.. =D
jUNYONG
K.
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