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Alright new list of plannings ahead.

Not to forget I still have my blog skin to make, and I'll start it pretty soon, by the end of this month, July. Still searching for my theme, and with that I'll get it started soon. (suddenly I have a theme that comes to my head). Alright, theme = animation. Too general? We'll see about that, I'll think of a focus.

Some stuffs about me, I have a liking for acting, but it's different from those star-wannabe. I don't want fame but just love the feeling of being in a different plot, different experience of life. Therefore I've signed up for the Drama Ministry in City Harvest, one thing I lack is confidence. And I really do get nervous over this despite many times I've act in dramas in school. Never been to a drama interview, therefore I'm kinda excited yet nervous about the one coming on Sunday, 15July.

I also have a liking for drawing and designing, always wished to be able to draw better, and do designing, not because it is a hot topic and everyone is doing it, but because I find it interesting to me. Hence I wish to make animations, where you combine acting (storyboarding) and designing (animating). Wish to have a team of people where we can work together and make animations that people appreciate and love (anime makers, their stuffs are everywhere and known.). One difficulty in this area is that I'm always too lazy to get started.

One reason I'm blogging it down, it's because I want to constantly remind my self of it, and publicize it as a form of vowing my commitment on it. Although it isn't officially a vow, but I'll treat it as one, and certainly hope that one day I'll be what I wish to be.

I believe and I'll achieve. Ask and will receive.


Jayel, Sam and I and also a few like-minded friends are gonna form up a small drawing group ( real passionate for drawing), where we are gonna learn and brush up our drawing techniques from one another. We are gonna start off small, so we'll grow as one and till we are able to impart to others. So you people out there, those who have a serious, strong burning desire to draw and wish to join our group, email me at junyongkaya@yahoo.com.sg or Jayel at jayel_tan@hotmail.com. The current idea we are having now is to meet up one day of every week to learn and discuss. (Jayel, sorry bout this sudden recruitment, final decision lies with you, I was thinking it'll be better to have more skilled people joining us as a group lol.)



junyongK.

Labels: animation, aspiration, blog, community, drama, dreams, goals, group, vision

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Back to blog again! Ok please don't get bored of me.

Actually I'm kinda happy right now, because 1stly I get to come home finally and do my stuffs. Rather than just being bored at the office, doing nothing but some research. And that I was really thinking hard about my talents.

And thanks to jL, (he referred me to purpose-driven-life chapter 31) which tells me more about my God-given abilities. I really thought over it, and I realise that I'm a quick learner, (for almost all stuffs except programming codes) because once I meddle with a gadget, program, etc.. within one day, I'll be able to know the program well (can't say I know it inside-out, too absurd).

BUT, the question comes, how do I fully utilize this ability that I have to glorify God? It's really hard to find things that I'm good at, all those things I know are all half bucket skills (meaning not good in it). I guess I'll need to sleep on this question. Pray that God will show me a vision.

Anyway, another random stuff, my Ai said that I only drew myself never draw her, so today I decided to draw us! Although it doesn't really resemble us, well just another non-art drawing.


[Ai and Me ! =) ]




junyongK.

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Numbers do affect the outcome.

Sometimes its just so unfair when some fantastic ideas cannot be appreciated by the majorities and ended up being scraped or put off. The reason why the majority always wins is because in a sense, it benefits more people (the majority) and vice versa.

But somehow I feel that, this trend is limiting creativity. For example, you have a team of members to create a project. So you propose a fantastic idea that is so appealing, however, MAJORITY of your team members maybe like 7/10 rejected that idea because they are lazy and finds the idea too tedious. Therefore a vote was raised up, and of course, the idea got put away as they voted for something simpler.

So its like, this simple emotional feeling in the majority (selfishness) may end up just wrecking the future of the group. It may affect your marks, or business or whatever. I'm not saying rejecting ideas = confirm fail. What I'm trying to say is, we should all give our best, if you are going to put off someone elses idea, the best reason to do it would be because you came up with a BETTER one, and not because of a SIMPLER one.

And also, one point here is to get like-minded people into your group of network, meaning people with the same vision. A common goal to work for, so that each one would be able to walk and not be a burden for people to drag you along. You can't have a team of half slackers and half workaholic, they don't match. People with different talents and skills doesn't mean they don't share the same vision.

In the past, people say Singaporean (actually not only us..) too "Kiasi" (afraid to die/risk), in some way, its still true for now. Now people only play the game and try to SURVIVE in it, but even kids know that we play a game and we play to WIN!

The majority's decision may overrule the minority's (surely) but lets hope that some day, this method of decision making can be overthrown by a better one.

Random.
[ life is like a marathon, you started with the will to finish the race, but halfway through or even at the beginning, you start to pant and grasp for air, and your environment distracts and tries to pulls you away from the race, making tons and tons of excuses in your mind, you wish to give up. BUT, are you born a LOSER? Who likes to lose? No one, but why is it that nobody wish to win? Winning not in the sense of champion of the race, but completing the race(dreams). ]


( This post is not written to direct any argument/comments on anyone, but this is my personal thoughts on the topic. So if anyone out there got offended by this post, then maybe its time to reflect? Oh well, I know throughout this post, I got a little off topic, but hey, I don't restrict the ideas/words generating in my brain, one topic just leads to another, doesn't it? )


cheers,
junyongK.

Labels: dream, idea, lose, major, Minor, vision, win

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Hmm...

Yesterday night my family celebrated my Mom's birthday cum Father's day. Well its been a long time since our whole family of 5 sat down together and eat. We really need much more gatherings like this, helps to build proximate relationship.

Then back at home after dinner outside, we sat in the living room, and my Mom mentioned to my dad about me and my Elder brother that we are Christians. (well they talked about it ever since we were home, haha) Alright so we are more like debating on the topic, (because they debated with the gospel, that's why) so my mom was like saying, who decides who goes up or down when I told her the 2nd coming of Jesus. She said: "then if I don't believe in Jesus, then I can't go back to God?", I told her that God put us in this world to test us of our love for him, whether we'll go back to him.

Btw, allow me to tell you my mom's thinking, she is thinking that as long as you do good stuffs (because she don't believe that everyone sins, and believes that sins must not be forgiven) you'll be brought back by the Lord, she believes in herself and not God at all, meaning: Nonreligious.

So well our belief is that, Jesus is the bridge to God, and that God forgive our sins, and set Jesus as our role model so that we would not sin. And my mom is like saying, forgive sins? Does that mean we can keep on sinning?

and the truth is: DO NOT think this way, it is forgiven as in, your PAST sin before you believe in Jesus Christ and after that they are forgiven so that you would not dwell in guilty because of your past sins. Therefore we always say Christians are "reborn".

Uh huh Uh huh, so I decided I should explain anymore because of the outer shell of people. (pride in short) Yeah, and my dad went: "I want watch tv, don't talk about such irrelevant stuffs already". In my mind I was thinking, because they do not have the vision we see, how can aiming for eternity life be irrelevant? We are living in short term time (world) but we are living a long term life (eternity).

That is why in the past when I lived without vision I always say, "don't care, as long as I live this life happily can already", that make sense as in we should really enjoy this life, learning from this life to help people in need more. We should aim far, and should not put ourselves at the highest point in our minds. In this way, you would not care how people perceive you as, meaning you won't have to worry you today look good or not, today wear this can or not. Because you are no longer that important to yourself, even when people dislike you, you won't be sad.

That is why I'm so happy now, because I've found my happiness, the true thing that'll make me rejoice every single day, [ I just, want to be, more like you.. ].

Anyway, I'm wondering, is there anyone that is curious to know why I became a christian in the 1st place? If you wanna know, please tell me at the tag board, lets see how many people will respond and that'll decide the next topic for my post. *GRINS*.



jUNYONGK.

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