Good morning everyone!
Ok, 1st off, I must say I am quite tired right now because I just ended work and reached home.
But I came online anyway, to actually do something about the ARMY letter I've received last month, cause I was going to do the NS documentation. But decided to come blog because...
its,
me and Ai's
13th Month together!
Happy 1 year and 1 month!!!~
Really thank God for putting us together and blessing our relationship. I remember we started off when I really wasn't with God and how immature we were last time. But thank God that I came to know Him and really we commit our relationship on this solid rock Christ Jesus that made our relationship stable. Although at time we have little fights and disagreement, I believe that God made it this way so that we can really build up ourselves together and really God is testing us and helping us to grow more and more each day.
So darling, I pray that as we continue to make Jesus the center, the pivot point of our relationship, we would be able to grow much mature spiritually and also that our character and attitude would be more Christ-like. And I truly believes that God loves us and I love you too, also pray that God would continue to bless this relationship, helping us through the trials we face. I also pray for all the friends that have helped or prayed for us to keep our relationship together strong. God bless you all!
And, I got prompt to visit Benjamin's blog and oh boy. Ben, your blog nearly made me weep, because I REALLY MISS SLEEPING AT NIGHT!!~ But well, I know this shift (moments ago, the one I just came back from) is your "so-called" last shift already because school's starting and you won't be working anymore. But I really want to thank God for putting you into so many shifts with me.
I must say that throughout all this time spent, I've learn alot from you and I believe you are inspiring to me. Your commitment for Jesus, for church events, and also the way your handle problems. I really can see that even for a young believer, you are rather mature spiritually. Congrats to your water bapt and I pray that you'll continue to grow stronger and mature in the Lord and remember that in whatever you do, the Lord is always with you. God Bless.
If Anan happen to read my blog, I really just wanna say thank you. Because even though at the start of this event, my impression with him is seriously not very good. But after sometime and some unhappy events and some understanding, I realise that for everything to change, I must 1st change myself, my atittude. Although the 1st few times when I was asked to clean the console, I wasn't very willing to. But as I told myself that, I must do everything as doing unto the Lord, I realise that I am happy in whatever I do because every act is an act of worship!
And when I change this attitude, I realise that Anan's attitude towards me changed too! Because he sees that I became willing to work, willing to do. Therefore his impression for me changed too I guess. Maybe to many fellow colleagues reading this, they would disagree strongly. But I must say, why bang against a rock? And sorry I ain't talking about BOOT-LICKING here, I am really talking about
changing your attitude towards working. No point hoping for anything to change if you don't first change yourself.
Alright people, have a blessed day ahead. I'm heading for the shower and my bed next. See ya all!
junyong
K.
Labels: 13th, anniversary, attitude, GOD
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Oh, did I mention that I did not go for work yesterday? Well, was really tired and stuffs like that, so I ended up sleeping till 2p.m noon. Got plentiful of rest, and was awake to complete some coding. Of course with help from my Ai, we finally got the login page done. But when I was trying to implement it in another page, the session doesn't seem to work.
Frustrating, because the database issue have not been ironed out yet, and I haven been hearing anything from my boss either. A possibility is that, they have already forgotten me. I certain do not hope so, and wish that they can flood me with the files I need to upload. At least that gives me a guideline of what to expect (the workload), rather than last minute floods.
And I realise, my current progress is like 5% of my total, maybe lesser. Yet, I have got only 10 days (or 7 days excluding working days) to complete this intranet web. But like Ai said, we are to give our best even more than what was required, because Greater is He who's in me. I believe I am able to complete it within time, and surely I can make everyone happy.
Praise the Lord.
Let me remind myself with these 2 lines:
"In order for things to change, I must 1st change myself.""I must let God work IN me to work THROUGH me."junyong
K.Labels: attitude, change, GOD, intranet, junyongk, work
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One must not dwell in the past and move on. But sometimes the past is just so affecting to the present. But well I've got my affirmation and now, nothing matters most other than truth itself.
Look at living in the
memoirs of the past as living in a template, you
USED TO BE troubled over some matters and now you are still feeling that emotion from that problem. Its going to be that your life follow this set of template closely that you'll never break free from that
bondage.
Some solutions that are often being given:
-talk to a friend about your problems, or rather, share.
-sit down and tell yourself it's all the past.
-get a new hobby (a healthy one) to distract you from it.
-change
perspective of looking at things. (
attitude)
For the above, its a common solution to this problem, but the problem lies here. How many of those people, are willing to act and seek those solution? Most of us are unwilling to do anything about yet we still kept complaining about our problems, and that includes me too. Often, I'll complain about my life being bored, yet I
refuse to act upon this problem.
And a solution to this problem:
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Stop giving excuses!Don't say no one is willing to share, because I am.
Don't say you can't break away from the past(problems).
Don't say there's no other hobby you can be involved in, because there's so many activities out there, including
blading =).
For all things to change, tell yourself you must first change. Affect your environment and not let your environment affect you. Its just so saddening when you go to someone's blog and all day long they blog about how "sian" their life is. Everyday blog about "sian" of course its "sian".
Change that, stop blogging about how "sian" you are, thing positively, find something to indulge in, and come back to
share with people of your
experiences and things you've learnt about.
At least this is what I think because I used to blog about how super duper bored my days are, and seriously, that really bores other people out too. I'm not trying to say we should put on a mask and lie. I'm saying, think
positively because there are much
more reasons to rejoice from than being bored and sad everyday. Being able to live and breathe and walk and hear and seeing our love ones is already a blessing isn't it? Be glad, because many people out there can't.
There is one reason why I blogged this post. Because I'm not going to let the
dying-blog trend affect me! If you look at my blog links, 80% of the blogs there are
DEAD, and I seriously meant dead. I know I know, busy right? In army, Internet down, going out everyday, nothing to blog, don't feel like blogging, blog also no one read. I'm not gonna let such excuses flood my head and stop me from blogging.
I'm
sorry that it's been a long post, but I really do hope that I can
be of help to you because for the above, I've been through it. And I'm always ready to lend a listening ear, that is, if you are willing to share with me of course. Take care and be
blessed.
junyong
K.
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Lets talk about ATTITUDE today.
Before that, lets get this clear that ATTITUDE differs from characteristic and personality. Your personality and your character do not affect your ATTITUDE.
The meaning of ATTITUDE is defined from the dictionary is:
manner, disposition, feeling, position, etc., with regard to a person or thing; tendency or orientation, esp. of the mind: a negative attitude; group attitudes.
It means that our ATTITUDE is actually the perspective, the reaction towards the things in life, be it the things we do, things we see and say, etc.. Your personality and character do not affect how you see a situation but it is your ATTITUDE that changes what you do.
If you have a positive ATTITUDE, everything would go smoothly in your eyes, because everything you'll see would be good stuffs. However, vice-versa, if your attitude is poor, the flow of life would seem against you. And people often mistaken or even blame their personality/character for their poor ATTITUDE. ATTITUDE is like the steering wheel of a vehicle while character is the wheel of the vehicle. In explaination, a good attitude drives a good character, the character would not be able to control the attitude. It is the steering wheel that steers the wheel.
Your ATTITUDE determines your ALTITUDE.
Is life against you now? What is your atittude towards it, do you blame God for the poor life, or blame yourself for your poor attitude that spoils everything. Understand that obstacles are tests from God given to you to help you learn. A mother does not carry her child forever. Mistakes help us learn.
Change your attitude before you change anything else.
Open your doors today..
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Do you often feel this strong sense of emptiness in you?
Does it always leads you to self-pitying and feeling all lousy about yourself and others?
I'm sure everyone of us here, exprience that before. No one in this world is perfect, because God created us in a way, such that we learn about our flaws and understand the need to worship Him, to show him glory, and also the importance of Him in our lifes.
You must be wondering, what has that got to do with the emotional emptiness we feel? I'll go deeper into that later, but before that, I want you to know that we all sin, because no one is perfect, BUT that is not an excuses for you to sin, remember that well.
Self-pitying is nothing but just an emotional that is just wanting others to shower more attention on you. But there is a contradiction about it, when u self pity, you do not respect yourself, because you feel lousy about yourself, YET you wish others to have more attention on you.
God created us in a way that, no matter how much we've achieved in our lifes, no matter how successful we are, we are always not satisfied. Yes, that is greed for wealth, but besides wealth, there is a hunger for the holy spirit. Many Christians do not believe in the holy trinity, which is the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. These are the 3 forms of God. (I'll talk more about this in the next post)
Most non-believers and even baby christians think that being a christian would make your life a bed a roses. Yes indeed like pastor Kong Hee (CHC senior pastor) said, "in reference to lying on a bed of roses, 1st you feel the roses, then the thorns." Being a christian is not an easy task, because God is set to test your faith, your hunger for him.
When God build us, he created this hole, this space in our hearts. That we'll eventually need him in our life. The holy spirit is constantly knocking on the doors in our hearts, it is up to us in order to allow it in. God would not force you to do things, it all depends on your ATTITUDE. If God were to force us to be who He wants, then He would not need to create us in the 1st place. God created us to love Him, to accompany Him, to share joy with Him, to be his bestest friend!
Dear friends, the emptiness you're feeling in your life is not just emotionally, but spiritually. When you allow Holy spirit into your life, do not expect a change over night. The Holy Spirit would mould you taking time as you ALLOW it to.
Do you want to fill that part of your life up? Or do you wish to leave it empty like before.
Do you feel that I'm speaking rubbish to you right now? If it is so, why are there so many people speaking the same things?
ARE YOU willing? willing to step out in faith, step out of your comfort zone? You choose your path now, because the time is near and you must make your choice today.
No one can force you which route to take, you must decide for yourself.
will you step out today?..
Labels: attitude, emptiness, empty, faith, GOD, light, trinity, truth, way
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